daddy

ermm..what to write..
today's activities..
just stay silent at home..
missing all my friends..
especially my beloved roomate.
wasting time by doing silly doodles..
oh..wtf..im so bored..
disturbing my mummy..my sisters..
what else to do..even in this 'tiny castle' or my home sweet home.. i can't thinking of anything except doing nothing..where it used to be the perfect place to get inspiration..
by this time..i remember my good old memories with my hero..MD NOR B ABU BAKAR..my lovely daddy..
he was gone in a blink of an eye..i still remember the day..september 28th,2004..when im in form 5 and almost a month before spm..he's gone forever around 11pm..c.o.d (out of breath)leaving his 3 daughters and a spouse..as im so close to him..he always treat me indulgently..be my shoulder when im sad..as my bestfriend..even when not wealthy by money..my family are rich by love..we are always having good time together..in a pervious time..hmm
when i'm broke up with someone i always thinking..can't i have a guy like him..
kind..softspoken but coherent..responsible..hardworking..down to earth..caring..loving..simply said..he's the man..
now..he has gone about 5years..and it still remains the most memorable moment in my life when im with him..
when i miss him..i'll go to the place where we used to go..sometimes im crying when i remember his goodness and love..i'll keep my promises daddy..i'll take care of mummy eventough im not so brilliant and smart like akak n adik..but..all the good quality that you have been teached me has makes me became a better person and daughter and i'll never let mummy feel misery when she's thinking about u..i'll make sure all about you are always the happiest things in our life..i love u daddy..
ouh..
i really miss him..
'al-fatihah'